because i cant stand the pain

April 1, 2010
If this is how it hurts, it couldn’t get much worse
If this is how it feels to fall, then that’s the way it is
We live with what we miss

Part I
March 19, 2010When you are happy, you love the feeling. And sometimes you love the feeling so much you go to the extremes to hold on to it. And with that comes fear, the fear that it might slip out of your life, throwing you back to square one, to the miserable life you started out with.
But with this fear comes along pain. The pain from disappointments, from expecting too much, from cherishing something so short-lived so importantly.